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I havent posted anything from my heart in a while. I only seem to do it when im sad. I havent been sad in a while but i am now. im just gonna write about her
she is more than perfect for me, i know i must have said that about girls before but she truly is different (i know i probably said that before too but im serious this time). all i thought about today was marrying her, when to do it and how im gonna propose. but how can i marry her if i cant take care of her now? i disappoint her too much. i wish i didnt but its hard to stop. im not saying im giving up. if i were to give up now you might as well take everything else in my life away cause without her i cant enjoy anything. i would be a horrible person if i gave up now. no, ill do anything for her. i change whatever i do wrong in order to stay with her. she is my life now, without her im nothing. i hope she knows that.
I love you and I’m sorry.
