ive had a good amount of time to myself the past few days since my girlfriend is in Belize. i figured out that im not happy, not without her. only God and Michelle make me happy right now. i dont like where i work, i dont work enough, have alot of stuff to pay for, i have no motivation. i just really miss her and want to make her happy, and i know what im doing now isnt making her happy. same with God, im not doing enough and i really hate it.